broken bottle

I can't believe it happened. I tried to stop it, but I couldn't. I finally broke. I have no fight left in me. I thought I could keep this all inside of me, all bottled up. I thought that if I put it in the back of my head it would all just go away in due time. I was wrong. Keeping all of these feelings and emotions in just got too much to handle and here I am. Broken down and defenseless.  I'm in tears. I can't hold them back any longer. Tonight, tonight I will cry. I'm gong to let everything out. Everything that's been pushed deep inside of me. My bottled finally cracked... and its all rushing out at once.